Okay nevermind

After a good-night’s rest (actually I’m not sure that I slept at all) I feel a lot worse.

I need to be careful about how I handle this.  My natural response is to figure out a way to never go through this again, but the only way to do that is to never get attached to someone again.  That isn’t a road I should go down.

Now would probably be a good time to go back to my Buddhist practice.  I can’t think of a more effective way to clear myself of attachments, and that is probably the best thing to do.

Man, dangit, I mean, dang, you know?  Ugh.